pictures !! (:



the pop corns !! (:


the first cotton candy i've made ! xDD


# taken on the night my grandma had singing competition.


left to right.
2nd youngest cousin (priscillia) ; eldest cousin (jessica)
sister ; me ! top: ah ma ! (:






mom and dad ` they are so loving yes ?? =)


uncle and aunt ! =D

#taken yesterday ! my mom's birthday.


mom and dad. LOVING AS USUAL.


me and my sister ! (:


yeaps. thats all ! =D

ahhs !!!

woke up late today. =x
asked piggy to give me morning call,
i didnt pick up ! cause my phone was on the chair. =x
sorry !!

ended up my mom waking me up at 11plus.
and caregroup was like 11.30am !!
gosh`
rushed all the way down. hah.
didnt have my breakfast ! super hungry.
luckily i didnt have gastric, or i'll cry.

rushed down with the rest for word for life.
we were almost late. =x
but oh well.
it was about "how to make a house a HOME".
the talk by dennis (church) was SUPER impactful !! wow.
i left the place with something in mind. learnt alot.

walked to PS with faith, kristle and baoru.
piggy left us at the bus stop.
took the train to bishan to meet up with my parents.
my mom went there to collect her specs.
the uncle super good ! (:
gave me an extra pair of acuvue define.


need to meet up with pris tomorrow to pass her the work tag.
pris, if you're see this call me !!
oh ya, you ask me dont care ! you also must okay ?
DONT CARE ! it's like SOOO TYPICAL.
we just pray that they'll fall into some drain and get disfigured okay ?
opps. =x haha. SMILE !


going to wulalu's house tomorrow !
MISS HER LIKE CRAZY !!!!
gna tan qing suo ai with her tomorrow. (:
plus maggie mee. (cause the both of us are broke)

# and i miss KRISSY too ! come backk !! =(

i'm bored and i'll blog. rhymes right ?

have this urge to listen to this song wulalu sent me last time.

"Inside Out" by Yellowcard.

suddenly in love with the song again. (:
i shall post the lyrics ltr.
and also in love with this song wulalu sent me in the past.
stories behind the songs yes ? wulalu.

"If You Are Not The One" by Daniel Bedingfield


i've paint the nails on my left hand !
but not on my right hand ! haha.
xD

piggy,
just PRAY alright ? everything happens for a purpose, so ya ! cheer up ~ God is always there for you ! so just drink some water and go to bed early. you'll feel btr the next morning. nothing is BIGGER than God ! so yay. have TRUST in God okay ?? (:
piggylovesyou !


i wna go wulalu's house ! i miss her !! =(


i have this doubt that i wna clear.


#ending .


Yellowcard - Inside Out

Here. A little sympathy for you to waste on me
I know you're faking it but that's okay
And I don't want to drag it out
Don't want to bring you down
I never wanted it to end this way

Even if I wanted to
I don't think that I'd get to you
There's nothing I can say to you to make you feel alive again

Here. A little jealousy
I hope you think of me
Hope you wonder where I sleep at night
Cause I feel like I'm inside out
You got me upside down
Maybe I was holding on too tight

# Even if I wanted to
I don't think that I'd get to you
There's nothing I can say to you to make you feel alive again

So don't just say goodbye to me
Just turn your back away and leave
And if you're lucky I will be your last regret, your only friend

The two of us we dream like one
The two of us, the two of us
The two of use take breath like one
The two of us, the two of us

I guess that this is over now
I guess it's called the falling out
But everyday I'm learning how to make it through this life I'm in

#

*no special meanings for this song*

spent my day fruitfully today ! (:
attended word for life !
it was on our identity and BGR today.
davidhoe was the preacher today.
was that the right word ? oh well. he was the one giving the talk.

stuffs he said kept me thinking.
and sort of woke me up. impacted me. (:
change for God, and not over people's comment.
so yay ! i'm a happy girl.

didnt have any food until 5plus.
had a sandwich. xD i was like really hungry ! ahs.
yeapss.
after word for life, faith walked me to somerset station !
what a nice shepherd yes ?? ^o^
we talked about Platonic friendship..
and ya. got to know a little bit more.

took the train to city hall.
met up with my mom and sis, walked all the way to marinasquare.
=.= i thought i dont have to go there today.
in the end, i still went there ~ haha.
had dinner at "xiao dian er".
the duck is super nice, but i think they cheated our money !
it sum up to like $114 ! with all those kinda useless stuffs.
blah `

my mom got me an espadrilles ! (:
i dno if its what you call that.
it's sort of heels too. haha. xD yay. *black.

after dinner,
i went to the barbie fair to look for the rest,
to inform them that i'm not working anymore.
played u-no ! xD super funny.
my parents went to walk around.
asked them to take care of skinny.
or i'll get a chopper to wack them ! haha.
and pris too. =)
took a photo of the three of them.
but i dno whats the name of one.
i remember there's a weeleong and weijie. =x

i feel like starting a private blog.
should i ? =/

i'm really bored.
i think i can like blog 10000 millions times a day. =x
i'm like super free ~~~ =(

i'm lazy to go out.
i'm lazy to find people out.
wulalu is at her mom's shop or sth.
i dno where's jocelyn`

suppose to meet up with xueting.
then didn't bother to call her ` argghs.
i'm super bored okay `
no one's online.

i'm going to sleep now. cya !

got a call from dennis,
and he said i only have to work on saturdays and sundays.
WTH.
all my plans will be disrupted can !
i'm so sorry skinny ! you can take my whole job,
and work on every sundays.
i wont mind ! 10000 x 10000 x 10000 sorry skinny !
i feel super bad !

argghs. i'm lazy to go for job hunting.
i hate the holidays ! it's boring !
i wna meet up with wulalu ! xD
but she's like still sleeping or sth !! grrs.

you* said you* dont mind being friends,
but with me not having that thinking* anymore.
i've tried talking to you*,
and i'm quite sure i dont have that thinking anymore.
but you wont even try being my friend.
did you purely say that for the sake of saying it ? i dont know.
i really hope that i can tell you stuffs again. and be like friends.
is it possible now ??

*yawnns*
just woke up ~
i'm tired ! i feel like going back to sleep. =(
but i cant `

mom's birthday today. =) yay !

i'm having flu and stuffs now.
got woke up by my sister at about 8plus,
she must be mad ! i've got work lah `
but i went back to sleep.=x

going to genting this friday. (:
gna see steph there ! haha.
we're going there and coming back on the same day.
2nd dec - 4th dec.
and it happens to be my dad's birthday. (2nd dec)
wees.

just read something,
it's like soooo sweet. i didnt realise till now ! =x

and one more thing !
wulalu and xueting is back ! woohoo ~ =D
miss them so freaking much can !!!
yay. love them to the core.
and i'm missing krissy to. =(

and i think i'll get disappointed ULTRA easily.
ahhs ! it's bad bad and bad ! =xx
arghs. "sheryl ! shut up."

okays ! i'm going off now ! cya ! =)


i'm gna miss you- ;
but i'll deal with it. i guess xP

edited entry*


back from work at about midnight !!
gosh ~
i'm starting to hate the job ! =x
but oh well, i dont think i'm quitting ! grrs.

reached at 1plus.
had lunch break with weeleong at about 4pm.
then pris, steph and jacin came to look for us ! =D
talked alot ! i think weeleong super left out. =xx
haha. nevermind ~

pris taking over me while i'm away,
on fridays and saturdays. =) yay.
lucky me ! and skinny gna take over on sundays and weekdays.
excluding fridays.

pris and steph came over to talk to me for awhile before leaving.
then piggy and gab came to look for me !
i wasnt informed ! haha.
then skinny came at 8plus.
they went shopping while waiting for me to knock off from work..
had a craving for pizzahut since morning !
and YAY ! we went pizzahut for dinner ! =))
we were like the last customers !
cause it was like 9plus already ! zZzzZz
we had cheese cheese and more cheese !
skinny loves cheese ! hahahaha`s.

we went to the toilet to wash our hands !
the place looks freaky ! like someone's gna get killed or so.
skinny and i went to hide because gab went the wrong direction.
and piggy went to look for him. =x alright, we're childish.
in the end, we got lost frm them ! =.=
took bus 857 back to yishun !
had loads of fun on the bus !!
pictures pictures and more pictures ! =D
post them tmr or so; lalala.

my dad is like super nice to me after he caught me like crying over the phone on saturday.
he's super nice and caring ! (:
i mean, he usually dont bother to msg me to ask me to have my lunch.
but he did ! he said i have to eat my lunch,
or i'll have gastric again. =) i love my dad.
he's super nice =D
alrighty ! i'm going off ~


that chalet*; that day*.

=] morning everyone !
woke up quite late today.
got to know that zhe and dennis have to report to work only at 3.30pm ! =/
not fair ~~~ oh well. nth is fair.

no one's online !
but i've got to go anw.
pris said she might be dropping by with steph ltr. (:
wees ~~~ i wna go shopping !
and i'm hungry now ! =(
blahs ` forget it.
i'll buy sth frm marinasquare before i report for work !

and yay !

TOMORROW IS MY MOM'S BIRTHDAY ! xD


just remembered sth happy that took place on the 23rdNOV`04. (:
i dont think you* remember.
but i shall just keep it as a nice memory. ^o^
escape; my first trip to wildwildwet; and sth funny that happened at BK in escape.
some small cup of coke thingy ~ =) oh well.
happy but it's history.

**

alrighty ! i'm going off now !
drop by at marinasquare when you're free okay !! (:
BARBIE FAIR ~ xD

my eyes are red ! gosh `
dont ask me why !! =/

work again.
reported for work at noon. SHARP.
xDDD
i didn't know what to do !
i was like suppose to be at the vcd section.
but i kept on running back to the food section !
not because there're friends there,
but i'm so in love with the whole food thingy !
the cotton candy machine; popcorn machine & cashregister !!
hahaha. kept on getting scolded by the supervisor.

and guess what.
whats my role being at the vcd section !
it's not really attending to customers,
i'm suppose to like GUARD the thingy !
like being a security guard !!!
they are like afraid someone might pocket those vcds.
i was like wondering,
ALL ARE ADULTS WITH CHILDREN.
why in the world do they wna steal some cheapo BARBIE vcd !!!!

was super bored, cause i cant talk to anyone.
except for this auntie.. =.=
couldnt stand it anymore, so i went for lunch break.
went lunch break with zhe.
cause dennis went of earlier.
ate for 30mins and went back. =x

SO SKINNY !
do you still want the job ?? =.=
you cant seat you know ?? haha. but its super slack.

oh yes, i didnt even got briefing for the vcds.
the person asked me which was the latest,
and i said this "barbie in pegasus" or sth.
cause the whole theme was that, so i assumed.
*clever sheryl* ^o^

piggy came over to look for me again !!! xDDDD
love her sooo much. yay.
she blessed me with sth ! wees.

juneguan called me while he was working.
he said he was super bored. =.=
met up with him for a short dinner at junction8,
then went back to yishun tgt.
he was like so "in love" . haha.
ALL THE BEST ! jiayou ` (:
*i'm feeling happy for this friend of mine*; yet, I'M JEALOUS !!
i wna be like him !! torhuey everyday. haha.

yuppie doos ~
i'm going off ! cya !


prevarication.

`friends yes ? i no longer have that* idea.
i've initiated, and i wont anymore i guess.
friends or not ; it's up to you.

i cant get to sleep !
so well, i just came online. =/

pris gave me a call just now.
talked for an hour and then hung up.
talked about loads of stuffs.
even till my mood was like wayyy down.
but it ended with my mood back to normal !
i love pris ! thanks (: !!

currently talking to piggy in msn !
she's sending me songs ~ wees.
oh ya, she's coming down to marinasquare to look for me ltr ! (:
yay. and i guess i wont be able to blog in the morning.
i'll be having breakfast with my parents,
tuition, then off to work ! tired day.
oh well. working is fun too.
you get to see different sorts of people,
and have to deal with the supervisor ! =xx haha.
his mood, is like having PMS ! =xx shh.

i just remember sth that happened in the morning !!
as i was going to be late,
i cabbed down to marinasquare.
as i was on my way there, my cab almost crashed into another car !
as this dumb driver (the other car) have no eyes to see my cab or sth.
suddenly cut into my cab's lane.
obviously my driver (the cabbie) hit on the brakes ?
and i FLEW out of my seat. sort of. my heart skipped a beat !! =xx
i thought i almost died at that time !! haha.
but luckily ! i've got God's protection ! ^o^
i'm safe and sound. yay !

alrighty ! i'll blog tonight ! cya ! (:

i've decided to keep my previous post private.
if you got to read it earlier, oh well.

today's business was great !
collected more than 100bucks.
but i'm nt working at the food section from tomorrow. =(
i just developed feelings with the machine, as well as the cash register.
okay, i shall reveal a tiny secret..
my childhood dream was to be a CASHIER !! haha. =x lame ?

piggy came over to meet me !
how sweet of her. (: we talked a little.
and HAH ! we now have secrets of one another. ^o^
btw, piggy is MICHELLE. xD

yeapps. zhe came over at 6pm.
he looks tired !!! he said he played pool in school for the whole night.
dumb.
got my shirt and tag and went to take the train.
took all the way to pasirris !
met up with my cousins and relatives,
and went to have dinner.
we went to support my grandma,
she took part in some senior citizen singing comp. haha.
rocks ! (: emotions was a little up and down just now.
but it's okay now !! (:

gna bathe soon ! i'm feeling sticky and sweet ~
as there's like cotton candy all over my body. =)
wees ~

and i hereby declare !
I MISS MY DEAREST KRISSY !!!
sorry darling, but i missed you !!!
how's your chickenpox ? you're flying to thai tomorrow.
gosh.. i'll miss you !! (:

super funny !
yeecher, my pri school friend, suddenly came and talk to me,
and played me a song he sang.
A BIRTHDAY SONG. =.=
he thought my birthday was today.
haha. ohwell.


i've accepted the fact.

thanks skinny !

eww `
got to knw sth. totally disgusted.
it's such a mistake.

TIRED !!

first day standing in for zhe.
and i can't attend service tomorrow.
LONG STORY `
sorry !!

work today.
super tiring ! cause there's no chair for us ! =(
stand the whole day` selling popcorn and candy floss.
the asst.manager asked if i wna work there.
i dont know. see first.

although the money collected isn't that much,
but i'm sure we'll do better tomorrow ! (:
selling candy floss is very fun ! although it's hard to master it.
i'll only do it till he medium size, then i'll have to pass it to dennis.
=x it's not as easy as it seemed !!! ahh.
but it's lovely and fluffy ~
whenever passing the stick of candy floss to a kid,
and it seemed to be BIGGER than their head,
they'll show an amazed face ! thats so adorable !!! (:

my dad came over to fetch me and dennis back.
came home and bathe ! yay. smelling nice again.

oh well, sleeping soon !
have to wake up early tomorrow. *yawns*
cya !!

last thing,
dearest piggy ! dont be upset ya ??
sheryl loves you the most !!
tell me what you're upset with when you want to okay ? (:
SMILE !!


leave the past behind ?
i dont want to leave you* and memories behind.
it's difficult.

the way i deal with rejection is - crying.
for example,
my mom doesnt allow me to go out, i'll cry.
stupid yes ? i agree.
but i just cant control my tears from coming out !!!
i must learn to have more self-control.

and change my way of dealing with rejections.
maybe i'll change it to stuffing myself with food.

well, i should have known.
it's just stubborn sheryl` AGAIN.

haii ` s

my dad dont allow me to go hyatt.
he thinks that sth's gna happen`
wth.

it's not easy at all.
it's not easy to forget this feeling still.
i just feel like crying now !

goshh ! just bathe ! ^o^

tomorrow selling popcorn. hmms.
i hope i dont smell of popcorn !
i hate the smell of popcorn when i smell it for a long time.
shucks `

i'm gna ask my dad if he's gna allow me to stayover at hyatt tomorrow !
PRAY HARD ~

alright, blog ltr ! (:

i just mopped the stupid floor.
three rooms alright ! >=(
and my mom dont wna allow me to stay over ar hyatt tmr !
grrs`
she asked me to ask my dad.
praying hard that he'll allow !! pretty please `.
sometimes i dont understand the thing.
they allows me to stay over at chalet,
but they dont allow me to stay over at hyatt or people's house !!!

dinner time. ask ltr. praying hard !!

morning call by piggy today.

met her and hottie at northpoint mac !
had breakfast ! big breakfast ! haha.
walked around northpoint, played arcade..
then took 969 to causewaypoint ! haha.

took neos and had job hunting !
failure ! haha. nevermind !
gna have a one-day working day tmr ! haha.
with dennis. help yuzhe stand in or sth. oh well.
for fun anw ! selling popcorn !
come marinasquare to find me okay ?

after that took 969 to khatib and met up with pris !
was suppose to accompany her cut hair.
in the end, waited for super long !
cause got a lot of people from northbrooks styling their hair for prom.
okay.. NEXT YEAR IT'LL BE MY TURN !! hohoho.
cabbed home. cause i was like super late.
in the end , NO ONE'S AT HOME ! blah `

gna do housework ltr.
i feel like being ms nice.
cause tmr i'm gna work and i wont be able to do the housework.
(: oh yes ! might be staying at hyatt hotel tomorrow !! xDDD
cause jacinda's dad book or sth. yay.
gna jump on their bed till it rot ! haha.
then go for service the next day. =D
but i'm wondering if my mom's gna allow~ hees.

okiedokie ~

before and after
braces ; gosh. i'm gna look fugly !

pictures time ! (:
from 20th nov !! my birthday celebration !!


steph and i ! taken on train to bugis ! (:


lalu and i ! taken at "village".


our dessert !! (:


my big surprise !! birthday cake !
on the cake writes "joc, ting, luu loves U"


making my birthday wish !! looks stupid ??


smiling ! xD


they faked me ! trying to get the stupid candle out !
and they pushed me ! haha.


their master piece !


the three of them were guilty !
and they decided to give me a kiss !


cutting my cake !


candid shot !


trying to act stupid !


ending #1 !


ending #2 !



okie dokie ! ended ! bye !

hello ! (:

was suppose to wait for pris's call.
in the end, SHE WNA SLEEP. =.=
aye woman ! dont get too affected lah.
please ask him to dig a hole and hide his face.
he's EVIL !!! dont talk to him. >=(
i'm like much btr ! 100million times ! xD

yups.
slept for an hour,
then my mom called me up ! ask me go for dinner.
went to chinatown and look for my grandma and sis.
had dinner ! super nice ! (:
was trying to learn hokkien from my ahma.
FAIL ~ i cant speak hokkien ! =x

i'm super duper bored`
came home and bathe. lalala.
smelling nice again ! (: yay.

it feels so much like first love. (:

was just asked to go for this bbq,
by this guy named darren from st. gab ? or sth.
obviously i didnt go ya ?
it's like i dont even talk to him, i dont even know him !
=.= its stupid to ask someone you dont knw going for a bbq.
and i will NEVER go anw. hah.
it was like, he called, i picked up.
he said, "are you free?"
its like duh` of course i'm NOT FREE.
even if i'm free i'll also say i'm not, cause i dont even know who i was talking to. =xx
i just bluff my way through,
saying that i have to make my i/c.
and he actually believe ?? haha. it's like office hours ended like 5pm ??

oh well !
i'm just blogging for fun. haha.

i miss lalu and xueting ~~ =(

and my sheepmates and shepherd and grandshepherd.

hello !

went to make my i/c just now !
omg. the photo SUCKS !! >.<
i'm gna hide my i/c when i get it. haha.

but before that, i've got my camera !!!
i've got nikon coolpix S3 (: 6 mega pix. hah.
the thing is, it's silver !
there's only three colour, silver, white and brown.
so ya, i got the silver one. haha. (:

went to northpoint,
made a dental consultation` the sad thing is,
the appointment is ALWAYS on saturday.
which means i can't go for service some days. =((

my parents are deciding on whether to put the 3.5k or 4.7k.
bahs ~ i dont care, it's their money anw.
appointment on 31st december ! wow `
and putting braces on 7th january. gosh.
i'm gna look fugly. =x
and i dont wna pluck my teeth !

lalala. i'm gna enjoy myself now, more food more food ~
=) and i just realised, i'm going genting on the 2nd dec ! =.=
and not the 5th ! which means, i cant attend service AGAIN ! grrs.

i'm so freaking BORED.


christmas carol ~

morning ! (:

woke up at 10 plus today !
hungry hungry hungry ~~~
i'm gna make my i/c ltr , and i'm not excited now. =x
going out with my family ltr ! yay ! xD

i dont feel like blogging recently.
i've got nothing to blog ! =x
i'll blog next time.
i'm missing lalu and xueting !! =

you gave it all,
and you are all i need.

BLAH !!!
i'm doing stupid things !

first !
i want to reveal ****e*.
alrighty, sad to say, it's not even a person.
it's COFFEE. xDD

okay, about the stupid thing.
it all happened just now,
i was hungry, so i did my usual foodhunt.
and i caught sight of this can of coffee,
so i decided to open it and drink it of course.
as i was on my way to throw it,
this came into my mind :
"SHERYL !! how in the world are you gna sleep ?"

goshh ! ya ! why in the world am i drinking coffee at this hour !!
*slap myself*


oh well, i'll try to sleep anw.

my sister got me two perfume !
one anna sui and one dno what brand one. =x
my sister actually bought the wrong one !
she got me the "anna sui love" when i wanted "anna sui dolly girl"
oh well, it smells rather okay.
and i think that "anna sui secret wish" doesnt smell nice, AT ALL !
but the bottle is nice though. haha. (:

new layout !

comments ?? xD

brrr`s !!

super duper cold !! the weather,
gosh ~ killing.

tomorrow ! gna make my i/c ! super excited ! (:

my sister got me perfumes ! lalala.
happy happy happy.
i'm freezing cold ! =x


turning in circles.
always seeking for your attention.

hey`ss !! (:

my birthday ended very nicely.
i wasnt disappointed at all. thanks. (:

barney wished me happybirthday yesterday.
huangpeng was the last to wish me happybirthday. (:

lester messaged me at 4plus ~
he said he planned to be the last to wish me happybirthday,
in the end, he fell asleep and he didnt even know !!
haha. nevermind !! (: i understand why ~


yeaps, got my present from elaine !
she gave me a skirt.
and sad to say, I CANT FIT INTO IT !
well, maybe it's a good news ! cause i'm fatter now. xDDD

krissy's sister passed the present to me.
a lacey spag, a card and a pouch !
she made the pouch herself alright !! super sweet of her .
thanks darling ! (:


lalu and xueting are on their way to taiwan.
lalu said she'll call me from the airport,
but she didn't !! =( i'll miss the both of them !
jocelyn and i concluded,
by next week or so, only the both of us will be in Singapore.
lalu and xueting in taiwan,
krissy going to thai,
cindy going to taiwan too.

boohoo ~ we shall always have lunch tgt ` =x


alrighty,
my sister's boyfriend (self-proclaim) dropped by just now.
he was going out with my sister,
i talked alot to him just now, WHY ??
cause they're gna buy present for me !! ^o^
more more and more perfume ! haha.

and i got to know that my dad got my mom dior perfumes !!
gosh ~ haha. my mom gave me one !
but she said i can go to her room and use it whenever i like it.
yay !!



BLAHS ~ i'm super duper duper ultra sleepy !
esp in these kind of weather !! rainy and nice !!



i might not know how you feel,
cause you wont ever tell me, but i'm always here for you,
whenever you need me. i promise (:


i'm sorry,
but i will be an attention seeking girlfriend.
seeking for your attention always.

i just got back home !! (:


more and more people wished me happy birthday !
i'm a happy girl. ^o^

faith, teckyang, steph, juneguan, youxu, shiling,
gabriel, xiaohui, tommy, joe, hongyi, elaine


yuppers !! (: i'm super duper duper duper happy.


harrypotter was a nice show !
i dont mind watching it again ! haha.
but i dno why people say it's lousy. =/

both jocelyn and i were walking in circles at marina.
we dont knw where to walk and stuffs ! got lost. >.< color="#33ff33">SAKAE !
hees ! rocks big time !!
keep on drinking miso soup. haha.
saw zhixin there and we went to see the superstar thingy.
it's super funny ! kept laughing like nobody's business.

took 88 to amk mrt station at 6plus.
had dinner ! super full ! xD
came home, realised my mom bought super alot of cosmetic,
and stuffs for my sister. x( but nevermind !
gna collect my 2nd hongbao from her ltr !! she divided into two.


disappointed ; how i wish ..

hoho ! (:

i still cant believe it ! I'M FIFTEEN !!

lalu !
i promise you that i'll TRY not to grow any taller ! >.<
hahaha.

woke up at 10am ! prepare and i'm ready to go !!
meeting jocelyn for movie ! excited ! super.
i wna take neoprint today. it have been ages since i took the last one.

after the movie, walk a little,
then meeting elaine at amk station !
she's passing me my present !! how sweet of her. (:
then gna meet up with my family to have my birthday "DINNER"
my fav CRABS ~~~~ eastcoast ! here i come ! ^o^


these people came saying happybirthday to me this morning. (:

david, jannson, liangyou (self-proclaimsister'sboyfriend??), faith.
zhixin wrote me a testimonial ! thankyouall ! (:

hah. going off soon !
actually i expected someone. but blah ! ^o^

**

yay. i love today ! (:

edited*

hohoho !!

i'm fifteen !! (:
wo zhang da le !! xDDDD

happybirthday to ME !
happybirthday to ME !
happybirthday to ME !
happybirthday to ME ~~~

LOL !

LALU was the first to wish me happybirthday !
she drew this for me. haha.



LOVE HER !! (: thankyoudarling !!

then jocelyn, cindy, daowei, chengsong, gideon, michelle, zhaoliang, yuqing wished me happy birthday ! (:

i wna show off alittle. =x
those people who wished me happy birthday in advance.

pamela, michelle, faith, gideon, guihao,
zixin, dehui, yanyu, yushan, dawn,
chantel, yuzhe, dennis, priscillia, steph,
xueting, angelia, ghimyang, jacinda,
ray.


yay ! more to come ?? LOL.
blog tomorrow !
super duper ultra happy. thanks alot everyone !! (:



wishing for something that will NEVER happen.

**

a SPECIAL THANKS to .....


CLARENCE ! the HOTTIE !

so sorry that i didnt add you into my list !
i didnt remember ! LOL.
thanks for wishing me happybirthday,
both in MSN and in ur BLOG. thank hottie ! (:

tired ` yet WONDERFUL.

woke up super early in the morning.
cause i promised lester that i'll attend his church today.
met up with pris, and took the train down !
i thought we were late, in fact, we were EARLY.
by two mins ! (:

met up with lester, then steph came.
took the bus, not long, we've reached.

the sermon was rather powerful i admit.
but still, i prefer HOPE !!
maybe i love a small church, but it'll grow to a big church soon !
there was this part when we were suppose to think of sth.
that we cant let go or something ~ i cant remember.
pris teared, and i ALMOST. haha.
went to this coffeeshop and had lunch.
but i drank only greentea !
no appetite. =/


cab down to jurongpoint and window shopped alittle.
pris, steph and i kept looking for perfume ! (:
haha. got a "GUCCI - ENVY ME" perfume !
steph said she's gna give me a "GUESS for women". xDD
i'm super engross in perfume lately. "dangerous"

**

alright, after that,
went to chinatown to meet up with lalu, xueting and jocelyn.
had dinner at "village" !! like "maché" like that. haha.
then they gave me a surprise !!!
birthday cake ! mohohohos !
dearest darlings ! i love you soooo much ! thankyou people ! (:
the sad thing was that krissy was down with chickenpox.

krissy,
drink more water alright ??
i think you'll be alright soon !! (:
looking forward to your present ! ^o^

cindy too,
sad that you werent there today. =/

went to "the coffee cafe" or sth to have coffee !
talke super alot ! super fun !! gosh. (:
then took the mrt back,
at the station, there was this funny guy,
i'm lazy to blog about it.

**
this year, i guess is the BEST birthday i ever had.
as in celebration ! but exclude last year lah. haha. blah `
totally in love with all my dearest darlings ! (:
haha. many many many people ! woohoos `
i've wrote down the names who wished me happybirthday !
blog after twelve okay ?? LOL.
**

watching harrypotter&thegobletoffire tomorrow ! (:
EXCITED ~

alright, love all !
i'll post the pictures when i get them ! ^o^


your love is a mystery.

GOOD EVENING !

i'm ultra hyper happy !

service today` slighty different ! (: wees.
after service, went to starhub building as usual !
michelle and faith said that they had "MEETING".
and left me and rachel to talk. haha.

then people came,
and guess what.
they bought me a BIRTHDAY CAKE !
then they sang me a birthday song there !
SUPER LOUD x) thankss people !

all of you made my day !!!
i'm soooo fortunate that i'm able to know you guys !
thanks for the presents ! i appreciate them ALOT.

thanksYOUs :
FAITH , MICHELLE , RACHEL ,
GIDEON , GUIHAO , ZIXIN ,
DEHUI , DAWN , YUSHAN ,
YANYU , CHANTEL .


hmms, did i miss out any ?? =/
if i did, SORRY ! but you know who you are !! (:
thank you for giving me this wonderful surprise ! ^o^

SHERYL loves ALLOFYOU PLENTY `!!!!

**
went down to plazasingapure with faith and michelle.
sorry guys that i PS you both !! =/
met up with jocelyn and christine who happened to be there.
talked to xueting awhile, then went off.
tried clothes ! cause jocelyn wanted to buy me a shirt as present.
haha. but in the end, FAIL . >.<
actually jocelyn and i wanted to go bugis,
but decided to go tomorrow ! (:

after that, went to meet up with david at junction8 for dinner.
dinner at SWENSENS ! hahaha.
had lamb chop !
david says he's gna buy me a bible. xD
mohohoho.
walked around, and went to see perfume !
i wna buy one, well, not really i buy.
is my sister's boyfriend the one thats paying. haha.

oh well !
i'm ultra happy now !!!
i'm super glad and i'm smiling all the way !

again, THANK YOU PEOPLE !!!!
looking forward to tomorrow !
hope nothing goes wrong last min. wees.


night`s !

a HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!!

i've got a hongbao from my aunt !!
i'm richer by 50bucks ! haha. (:
blue note !

tomorrow ` !!
plus my mom and dad red packet,
i'll be a little richer. xDD

morning ` s !!! (:

going for service soon ! yeaps.
and i'm now alone at home ! blahhs ~

woke up at 8am by my mom,
had breakfast with my family at central.
after that, my dad sent my mom and sis to tiongbaru.
they're watching harrypotter&thegobletoffire !!!
it's free anw, oh well. i'm catching it on monday !! x)

yuppers ,
no one's online !
fine fine fine .



i rather it be infatuation ` xP
maybe it is !!

good morning ` ?

woke up in the morning and went for tutoring.
learnt physics -- electricity. blah `
i kind of got messed up.. >.<

walked to northpoint as usual,
waited for lalu.
during this time, went to ask for the braces thing. so ya.
took 851 to bugis !
had manicure ! it's cheap, all thanks to cindy's mom !
spent a few hrs there playing around. x)
but sad to say, it's not that nice, cause my nails are short.

left them and went shoppping with lalu at bugis village.
lalu went to collect her shoes, and bought quite some stuffs.
while i only got myself 2 pair of earings. =/

ate beef noodles at the foodcourt there,
then walked around, and i left.
went to meet up with my sister.
she bought a wallet for her so-called boyfriend. haa.
then dinner at cafe cartel !

seriously, the cafe cartel there suck.
totally !!!

juneguan called me when i was on my way back,
talked a little, and ya. i'm back home. =)

bathe, smelling nice ! and i'm sleepy.
alrighty, a fun day tomorrow i guess !
IT HAVE TO BE ! =DDD it's saturday !

ohh`s , i mean ltr !! haha. hohoho. cya !


if i knew` everything would be different.
plainly you*


*lazy to add colours ! cya*

heyy s ` (:

tomorrow going make nails !!
at bugis !!
going cindy's mom shop to make ! ^o^

gna buy alot of stuffs tomorrow !! yay ! (:

oh well,
watching channel 8 show now ! cya !!

hahaha ! i'm back from my facial mask ! (:

it's super funny !!
as you see, the facial mask is catered to all sizes.
so practically, there's only one FIXED size.
sad to say, my face is SMALL.
and it seemed that the facial mask is too BIG for my face. =x
then super lang fei ! but nevermind (:

woke up at 9 plus today !!
and guess what ?

i didn't have my breakfast,
after i brush my teeth and pack my bed,
i was studying !!!
three hours straight okay !

until 12 plus, i then stopped studying ! (:
had lunch `
and was helping out with the housework !
mopped the floor okay `!!
my super sister kept tempting me with coke. =x grrs
then my mom and my sister made fun of me !!
they say that i was their maid from CHINA. =x wth.

super tired !!!
now i'm smelling nice ! hees. ^o^

yay ! tomorrow,
super excited can !!
might be doing manicure,
then meeting up with my sister for a night out !
=)

but i think i'll be going for prayer meeting first.
cause my sister's exams end at about 5.45 pm.
by the time she reach home and got ready, it's about time.

gna put facial mask now ! haha.
my mom asked me to put with her ! xDDD
funny ` cya ! (:


an update on my previous entry.

strangers to friends,
friends to best friends,
best friends to best of best friends,
then from best of best friends to qingren.
wow. and a relationship starts ! LOL.
but wait,
when the relationship FAILS, then back to strangers AGAIN.
dumb right ?? but it's a process ! haha. =.=


SHERYL is LAME. =xx

haha. another entry !
i just love blogging ! (:

if it's too boring, just close this windown. xp


got to think of something,

strangers to friends,
friends to best friends,
best friends to best of best friends,
then from best of best friends to qingren.
wow. and a relationship starts ! LOL.

i'm just bored . goodluck;


alone and zi bi xueting. haha.
let him see his RIVAL. =xx

okie dokie. love zi bi people !
act shy` haha.


watched the news !
got the "CRAZY HORSE" thingy.
i think it's some dancing, there girls are only wearing g-strings ! haha.
Singapore is trying to be open nowadays.
but only 21 and above can go in !
all teekohs ` nono.
a FORM of ART. xP


and take care my dear piggy ! (:
hope that you'll feel btr soon !

hey s !!

my mood is way up high again !
talked on the phone with a nice person ! (:
yay.
talked super long ! 51 mins ! haha.

goodluck for your amaths paper tomorrow !! (:



friday !
out with my sister ! we've planned what to buy already.
hees. love her to the core !


smiley ! ^o^


ohya, there's another freaking problem that i'm troubled with !
my stupid msn ! keep on signing in and out !
irritating ! grrs.

*yawns*

i had an afternoon nap, just woke up.
>.< slept for like 2 hours !!!
woke up at 12 plus and slept at 4plus again.


Be joyful always, pray continually; give thanks in all
circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.
1 Thessalonians 5:16-18


yeaps, it's GOD'll will ! (:
for another hour, and i'll free !!
right now, pray pray and pray !
help my mom cook a little to kill time.

seriously,,
my day wasnt a very nice one indeed.
my mom kept nagging at me.
so i went for an afternoon nap ! haha.

righty ! cya !

and it's raining outside ! blahs`

today ,,
the only day i woke up after 12 ! xD
although my mom kept waking me up,
but i continue sleeping ! it's like FINALLY !
i dont have to wake up early. (:

woke up,
and it was BREAKFAST time !!! ^o^
had prata !
my mom made strawberry and banana milk shake !
although not that sweet, but rather nice. (:

stuck at home today.
boring..
i cant watch tv ! but i wna on it !! =x
resist the temptation ! haha.

hmms, i'll blog ltr on ! (:


contradictions
the image you portray to people;
made people have this assumption`

first entry for today ! (: haha.
i'm like left with 5 days.

wulalu having class chalet now.
she must be bloated till she need to loosen the button ! =.=

oh well.
i just remembered sth, and i've came to blog it.
i had a promise with one of my dear friend, david !
the both of us are inspired to go to EUROPE,
or should i say that I'M the one thats inspired by him !
david has 2goals, great one indeed !
work towards it ya ?!

as i was saying, the promise !
we are going to EUROPE !
when we are of the legal age,
or till the age when my parents are free to let me travel,
as by then, money is not the problem anymore ! (:
so we MUST, by hook or by crook, keep in contact after sec 4 !
yay. a promise for like many years !
so cool can !! ^o^


i doubt there's tutoring.
i've msged my teacher, and he didn't reply me. =.=
grrs. nevermind, i'll just tell my mom !

thinking about my shedule !
i'm like left with soo little time to enjoy myself,
and i seriously need a job. =/
but ! i've got lots of stuffs on my list that i need to do. (:

need to find the information for the braces at northpoint.
wait till my mom get it done, i'll be an old hag. =x

tight shedule !!

18nov, out with sister.
19nov, service.
20nov, celebrating birthday with best friends.
21nov, birthday ! movie with jocelyn.
23nov, dinner with family !
25nov, dinner with sister n boyfriend.

*
5dec - 7dec , genting !
then many many christmas service, singings.
17dec - 23dec , TAIWAN !


so weird.
i think i every year MUST go genting once ! xD
and another country, that need to take plane ! LOL.
it was like that last year !
i went genting and hongkong !! the dates are about the same ! haha.

hees `
alright, i'll end of this post by wishing all those having exams tomorrow goodluck !! all the best !!


night !

it's 11.15 pm now !

juneguan just called me,
talked about stuffs,
kept on laughing ! x)

sometimes,
i realise that actually,
there are many people out there who really cares for me !
some dont find them, but in fact, they are just infront of you !
and, i just happen to see them !
people who are always there to hear me brag about stuffs,
people who are always there when i'm at my lowest time,
people who are always ready to crap around with me !

my friends and my sheepmate ! shepherd and grandshepherd ! (:
friends, dont have to mention the names. ^o^
sheepmate, mostly, MICHELLE.
shepherd, i've got only one ! FAITH !
grandshepherd, i've got only one too ! RACHEL ! xD
wow. they really change my life,
they impacted me alot ! really.
making me smile and laugh, and really make my day.

thank you people !

SHERYL loves ALL OF YOU, PLENTY !


btw, i'm celebrating on the EVE of my birthday. haha.
on my birthday will be rather free. =x
catching "harry potter and the goblet of fire" on that day ! 21nov.
i've got two free tickets, pre-ordered, by my sister's so-called boyfriend.
geez` he's a nice guy !

friday !
might be doing manicure.
waiting for cindy's reply..
after that, shopping with my sister !! so fun.
super long never go out with my sister already !
she treating me to dinner to . ^o^ love her alot !


6days` (:
8days` till i get my i/c done !

seriously ,,
i'm super bored.

thinking that i'm not going school anymore,
makes me feel so bored.
i want to have the feeling where i dreaded to go school ! haha.

grrs.

drank one big bottle of water ! super bloated. =x
might be going for tuition tomorrow morning.
cause i dont wna stay at home !
i can't watch the tv !! fasting ~~

***
i'm really amazed by myself !
i wasnt affected like i expect myself to be.
muahahahaha. everything said was so true.
it's useless, no point ! (:
a final BREAKTHROUGH ! xDD


limits ; " wow"




you've shown me how. thankYOUverymuch. >.<

good evening ! (:

after going to (: 's house, went back to school.
ate mac ! then stayed at pool room. =.=

while on the way back,
got a call from xueting,
tell me that someone saw them` AGAIN.
whatever

but luckily got a pretty nice person who talked to me over the phone !
until i reach home can !! love it.
^o^

maths band for next year.
stayed on the same band ! YAYx10000
mr tong ! nice teacher ! (:

same band as,,
xueting,
yeohyuan,
junrui,
peixin,
sheldon.

i only got to know these few people.
and HER*.
well, whatever she wants to do,
doesnt concerns me. AT ALL.
oh well, there MUST be a purpose to these planning.
and i think i got it. (";


okie dokie,
tuition tomorrow morning.
i wna do manicure by saturday ! haha.
friday go do. xD

hellos !
alright people, forget about the previous post !
haha. i just cant stop blogging ! xPP

suppose to do revision on maths at bishan.
in the end met up with (: !
haha. love (: to the core !
i'm at (: 's house now. haha.
(: really made my day today ! thank you loads ! ^o^
talking and spending my day with (: really cheers me up !
(: never fails to make me day ! haha.

alright, i shall end off my entry !
stupid (: wna use ! cya !


feeling so great now,
everything is beginning to fall back into place.
thankYOU ! (:

hey.
realised that i'm always blogging on useless stuffs.
like where i went, what i did today.
so maybe, i'll stop blogging,
unless i have the need to.
or maybe, like blog on sth that are like more read-able.

hmms. shall i say,
blog with a reason and not blogging for the sake of blogging ?
cause my entries are forever boring. haha.
it's so predictable.

but !
the problem is, i'm always free online.
and i always have the tendency to blog.
just to kill time, so i might still blog stupid stuffs. xD

alrighty ! i'm like so darn freaking bored !

cya !

school day !!
one more day for conquere O ! (:

when it was biology lessons for us,
we skipped lessons. =x
krissy, cindy, yeohyuan and i !
but in the end, we found out that our teachers didnt came today,
so well, we didn't skip lessons. (:
it's normal for us to have our break time.
yups.

went back for socialstudies.
was rather boring, except the last part.
we went to the heritage gallery and did some source-base !
rather fun la.


walked all the way to amk mrt station to meet up with lalu and jocelyn.
took the train to bishan where jocelyn and i alighted.
lalu went to her mom's shop` as usual.
jocelyn asked me to have lunch at cafe cartel.
but decided to have lunch at mos burger !
cause i'm like broke. =xx
in the end, like quite wasted like that. argghs.
i'm waiting for my cafe cartel card to arrive in dec first ! haha.

talked alot with jocelyn,
shared stuffs and our point of view towards certain things.
quite fun la. walked around, read some books.
and we were on our way back. (:
bathe and was rather refreshing. haha.
i love bathing ! ^o^

**

20nov !
i'm really excited !!
celebrating my birthday,
just thinking spending my day with my friends,
wow !!! (:

lalu, jocelyn, krissy, cindy, xueting, steph and pris.
haha. yay. so fun.
alright, i shall stop here ! (:


i simply love my friends; totally.

pictures time ! (:


took these at starhub building and istana park ! LOL.
lets start off with the istana park one first. (:
photographer, david.



**
pictures taken at starhub, while studying.


*my favourite* (:





**

end of post ! night.

back for my third entry. (:

the fasting stuff is alittle helpful,
cause i wont be able to watch tv,
this allows me to really talk to God and do things which are like more productive.

read a small story in the book.

"When You Wonder If Life Has Any Purpose"

its like wow.
God chose us in Him even before the foundation of the world !

Your worth and purpose depend on God and God alone --
His will, His calling, His choosing, His love.


To my firstborn...
who was the hidden sorrow,
the seed of many "if onlys,"
but who now belongs to the Lord
and warms my heart with His care and love.


i'm determined to accomplish two things within the 40days.

first,
complete this book, "Speak to my heart, GOD".

and

learn how to play a music piece on the piano !
it's like ages since i've played the piano.
and i wna master one song !! which i love most. haha.


His workmanship, created in Jesus Christ for good works,
which God prepared beforehand so that we would walk in them.
Ephesians 2:10

hmms.
about the fasting thing. i got it all wrong !! hahas.
cause i'm not fasting from food, so i can eat ! (:

so well, i cant drink soft drinks and watch the tv until 7pm. haha.
had lunch at some prata shop near cindy's house.
i didnt really enjoy myself, but just trying to look as if i'm alright in front of my parents.
was thinking loads of stuffs just now,
some things which i dont know how to settle.
God, please grant me peace within.

i'm seriously bored.
i want to find people to come over to my house..
called lalu, she's at her mom's shop. =/
called jocelyn, she's going out with her mom.
xueting is working. hmms. cindy and krissy.
i doubt they'll come over..

i'm gna start reading a book !
and i'm determined to complete it within this 40 days !

book titled : Speak to my heart, GOD.
author : Kay Arthur

it's not a really thick book,
it's divided into 4 sections.

"Words of Faith"
"Words of Obedience"
"Words of Trust"
&
"Words of Grace"


it's time for me to face the truth.
firm faith. don't ever turn back.

reached back home real late yesterday.
i know i was over the limit..
so i was prepared to face the music..

service yesterday,
the sermon by mr parkist ? was really inspiring !! wow.
it was all about FAITH yesterday.
and during prayer meet, something shirley said sparked me.
somethings, the more we resist the work of God,
it does us no good, so sometimes, we should really just let go.

having a mass church fast.
a 40 days fast. starting today.
i'm gna fast from lunch ! 10am - 7 pm no food !
and i'm gna fast from soft drinks as well as television !
so ya. should be ard there.

yesterday, went to look for xueting at PS after service with david.
ate yoshinoya and walked around.
can sense that xueting hates the asst supervisor. =x
oh well, you're out to work, dont give people face kay ?
after that, went to catch transporter 2.

went back to starhub building and did revision on english. haha.
and ya la. went to wisma, cineleisure and heeren.
met up with teckyang and some north people after that,
waited for weisong as he had meeting,
they ate dinner till about 11 plus,
then we walked to PS to take our train.
my parents were furious with me lah !
when i was on my way back, i was like super scared ! =xx
then my mom called and said i dont have to go home anymore.
made me freaked out. reached yishun at about midnight ++
took cab with weisong to my house.
weisong was really nice, he accompanied me.
*in case i was locked out*

my sis came down and open the door for me, and then had scolding.
bathe, wrote diary, quiet time, sleep.
(and yes, i own a diary)

**
tuition today. bored.
i was practically slacking` as usual.
my mom wants to check out the braces thing at northpoint.
which is juneguan's dental. =.=
my mom said it's near. i thought she wanted me to go to the dental at marina.

so ya, fasting now, drinking water only. (:
**

but i still guess i'm still a little affected by some matters.
so i guess, there's something going on yes ?
fine then.


"time will reveal everything"
you* said that, and yes,
it did reveal some things to me.

oh people !

i forgot to blog on something so important to me !!

SATURDAY : TOMORROW !

which means ??

there's service !!! yay.

excited, after that if there's no DDMM, i'll meet up with david. (:
gna find xueting at PS during her break time at 3pm.
yay. blogged more tomorrow before i go for service.
(if i can)


walk me till the end of time.
i believe as you believe in me.

if nothing is going on,
then dont make it seemed as if sth is going on.

blahs`

a short post !
thought about something while i was bathing ! LOL.

people used to say,
"it's too late for you to realise your mistake"
yes, even thought it's too late to realise the mistake,
at least they know that they are in the wrong.
the worst is,
people dont even know they are in the wrong.
some dont even know they made a mistake.
and so, they carried on with this. it's so sad isn't it ?
yups, so what if it's too late when you realise the mistake ?
it's btr than NOT REALISING it yes ??
so ya, if you've made a mistake and it's too late to salvage it.
just learn from it, and make sure you dont make it again.

i write this because it just came into my mind.
not because of incidents.

so yes ! (:
i'm gna study with my sister.
i wna be by her side during this important time.
she seemed so stressed up.
i'm so freaking worried for her.
i wna be there for her, so that she'll feel someone there.
it's time for me to fulfil the job as a sister.
the least i can do is, be there for her. (:

did attend lessons today.
but only for the first two periods.
then ran out.

at lalu's house nw ! (:
came here to talk to her about stuffs i'm bothered with.

**

stuffs that i got to know really upsets me alot.
but there's nothing i can do now.
i really thank God that he really gave me friends who are so there for me.
helping me and trying to comfort me. thanks ! (:
some stuffs i dont understand,
and i might never understand.
half of me wna do this,
half of me wna do that.
sometimes i'm wondering, why are these happening ?

i've been long replaced by her* right ?
you no longer remembers me right ?
how i wish she* doesnt make these happen too.

**


tried on boots at lalu's house ! super funny.
then tried on her jeans,
which both of us cant wear ! =xx forget it.

I LOVE LALU ! ^o^
I LOVE JOCELYN !
I LOVE XUETING !
I LOVE KRISSY !
I LOVE CINDY !

i'm rather affected still,
but luckily there are friends who are so nice ! (:

eg.

cindy, christine, lalu, xueting, youxu and jiyong !

super funny.
jiyong messaged me and asked me what happen.
cause he saw me ***ing. LOL. duilian ! =xx
but really very glad that even a friend who i dont really talk to about problems,
messaged and asked if i was okay. (:


talked to teckyang about the problem in msn,
verses he gave me really helped me alot.
thanks teckyang !
your words always seems to help me. (:


i'm just so grateful that i have such friends around me.
thank God !


one happy news,
i've received my letter to make my IC !
yay. super rocks can ! hahas. love it.


God wants me to GROW out of these that is happening.
grant me peace within.

school was boring as usual.
went to market and had lunch,
after that went to pool room.
many were there, but didn't really talk.
felt rather bored.

until xueting called and told me some stuffs.
got to know more from others around me.

**

i thought i was over it.
yet you* proved me wrong again.
i thought i wont be affected by you* anymore,
but yes, i was wrong again.
she* was the very last person i wna see you* with,
and you* know it.
but now, i can't do anything,
i can't say anything,
purely because of a word, "hatred".

na de qi, fang de xia.
ocuppying myself with something.
told by my friends,
yes, i'll really try to stop being affected.
but no matter what, i still dont find the need to hate anyone.

thinking that i have long forgotten that heartbreak,
i was just so wrong,
when i thought things were starting to get better,
you* had another person in your life yes ?
you* said before that i wont see you walking with another girl,
maybe you* have long forgotten it.
but it holds a very important part in my life..
was asked to trust that nothing will happen.
but well, its so wrong again.
its so difficult to trust that it wont happen between you both.
prove me wrong or prove me right ?

**

Father, i ask of You,
please tell me what to do and lead me the way.
let go and let God.
so yes, recover me like You did the last.
please, i dont want it to happen.

**

skipping school tomorrow too.
but i'm not telling my mom.
so well, wearing school uniform out again.
dont think i'll be in the mood for lessons. =/
sorry krissy ! i'm not going for lessons` again.

might be meeting juneguan at mac opposite school,
after his emaths paper i guess.
need counselling from him. =x duilian.
actually no la. just talking.
cause he knows everything.
or have been listening to me since the start.
yupps. arghs. whatever.


PM tomorrow. =)
might be visiting pamela at the hospital tomorrow.
she just had her operation. yupps.



why must it be her ` ?

i thought i was over it,
yet you proved me wrong again.

skipped school today !
went to lalu's house early in the morning,
and SLEEP ! lol. =x

woke up at 11plus,
wait for lalu to bathe then went to northpoint and had lunch.
ate kfc, i can feel that i'm getting fatter and fatter !
oh ya, i have a craving for orange now !! =xx

took 853 to RC.
there were only 2 people from NEd2b today.
had caregroup with zhonghua.
and it was ming shuan's birthday !
yay ! happybirthday !! (:
caregroup without rachel and michelle. =(
but i'm seeing them at prayermeet on friday ! yay.

so many people didn't go school today.
lalu, jocelyn, xueting and i ! hahas.
watching star idol now. super duper funny !! love it.

**
teachings at caregroup today,
really inspired me alot.

when we are having problems nowaday,
who do we turn to first ?
we always start complaining to people around us.
but why didn't we turn to God ?
the one who is always there for us.

when we have a burden, we should tell it all to God first,
as they've said, let go and let God. (:
so yes ! we should really turn to God when we are in trouble,
we rather concentrate on our problem and magnify it.
and we make it seemed as if it is greater than God !
but actually, we should concentrate on God !

we should pour out our problems to God,
than magnifying our problems
and make it seem as if God doesnt have the key to our problems !
so, all we can do is have faith in God !
we cant have any doubt in God ! believe !

i should start tying knots on a string whenever i have a problem,
and untie them when the problem is solved ! (:
so right now, i have just one knot !! i'm sure it'll disappear soon ! (:
**

so yes friends, start thinking now.


i will believe in you,
because you believe in me.

SHERYL CHUA :)
21nov90
MI
hopechurch
x_sheryl16@hotmail.com
i love my boyfriend:)